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Be My SaviourShe says "I'm fine"
She means "I'm scared"
She cries silent tears
filled with the pain
that life inflicts
on her innocent soul
She suffers alone,
isolated by her thoughts
and has no one to comfort her
in her moments of despair
and to stop the rain from pouring
from those delicate hazel eyes
All she desires is to be loved
and to know that she
has someone who cares.
A savior to dry the tears
that betray her,
softly pouring from her eyes,
like silent pouring rain.
Then the eyes of hope,
radiating with light,
smiled upon her
A hand reached out
and pulled her from despair
into the clouds,
away from it all.
For the first time,
untitled I thought I could do something right,
Something I could be really proud of, show myself i could put up a fight
I'd make mom proud,
Make dad proud,
My mistakes are so LOUD!
Louder than the parts I nailed,
But these stains pail,
In comparison to my angry curses,
No song I can sing matches the verses
That I just want to scream and choke out
How come yesterday I had no doubt
that I could do it,
Now I can't even get threw it?
The Light in DarknessThere will always be
But there will always be a light
no matter how small
to look to.
We just have to believe it's there.
Our light has a name.
Don't CryHold the tears in
Don’t let them fall
Hide the pain
Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry
What will it solve?
Will it change the hurt?
Will it make a difference?
Will it erase the reasons?
Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry
Tears show the pain
Crying is messy, like your feelings
Just hide the tears
Don’t show the hurt
Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry
EmptyEverything is so wrong
I just wish I could fix it
Been broken for so long
I'm in little pieces
It hurts to wake up
It hurts to want to die
Going to bed thinking of
How you're going to survive
Another day, another year
Another cut, another tear
More heartache, more pain
A black cloud pouring acid rain
Filling my thoughts, my head
Melting what's inside
Until there's nothing left
Love Is...Love is staring into your eyes
After our first kiss.
The emotion in your voice
When you tell me you love me.
Love is letting you hold me,
Feeling the rapid pounding of your heart.
Reminding me that we're both alive,
And never wanting to let you let me go.
Love is a short lived dream;
Unforgettable and haunting.
You don't know it's over
Until after it comes crashing down.
Love is watching you walk away,
Wanting to beg you not to go;
But not being able to breathe,
Collapsing on the ground after you diseappear
Love is killing the dreamer inside,
That says it will be ok.
Giving up hope on life and love,
After you gave up on me.
Love is screa
All That I WantI will not pardon these thoughts
That linger, safe within me
The shadow she has cast
And the fragrance she exudes
Tarnishes my fear
And stirs to life my better half
She is the comfort
I reach for in the fog of night
The name i cry out
In elation and despair
Our interwoven thoughts
Are a beacon of solidarity
Chaperoning the like minded
To a safer place to hide
And i dream
Of when, and where
To pluck from the branches
The fruits of a lover's toil
Leaning against the bark, whole and content
To nestle against her warmth
No longer shaken by fear
This blue sadnessI’m dying
Crying heart and soul
Falling below the darkness
With no way of escaping
My reaching hand can’t get a hold of anything anymore
So then I give up on trying,
Falling deeper and deeper into this sea of thoughts
And with time turning comfortable
Not wanting to escape the sensation of drowning
Holding my neck with 2 hands
Pressuring my neck into forgetting the light outside of this water
Forcing myself to remember the pain
A pain that I would learn if I ever decided to escape.
As I become aware
The strength in my arms disappear
Leaving me falling, deeper and deeper
With no care in the whole world
Forgetting each one of my em
PillsHere's a pill for my broken heart,
A pill for my body parts,
I can never again call holy.
One for each day where I slowly,
Die again, again, and again.
A few more for each jail visit,
A handful as an alternative for the razors that used to sit,
On my wrist.
Half a bottle for all of the lies.
A bit more just so I can get by.
The rest for all of the tears and blood shed.
Oops, I'm dead.
Our minds are glued to skin & bones
Attached to arbitrary forms
Souls borne through green and blue lives
Eyes colored, a chemistry like skies
At different times
Whats the point on Living?I'm lost in this world alone
with no hope to go on
with only the tears
crashing all around me
There is nothing that can be done
nothing that is risk anything
I can't help it
but to make sure that I feel this pain
A feeling that I always wanted
a feeling that is like a drug to me
to slit my wrists open
and to watch the blood fall to the ground
There is no hope left to my life
there is no reason for me to be here
I'm stuck in this depression
that I can't seem to control anymore
I just want to feel the pain on my arms
to watch the blood flow from my arms
to feel this pain deep inside
to end my life for good....
There is no ho
Just Another ScarI deserve it.
Every single infliction.
Every single slit.
My secret addiction.
I'm trapped, wanting to be free,
My flaws, my helplessness,
Nothing's good in me.
I'm a bad person.
I don't try to be.
But everything just seems to worsen,
I'm a failure, can't you see?
Blade against skin,
Blood against wrist.
The cut ever so thin.
Tears I must resist.
A bit too deep, I've gone too far.
Another sin confessed.
It's just another scar.
Just another scar to add to the rest.
That Girl In The MirrorHappiness will remain forever out of reach
When love from your life you omit
To the girl in the mirror; you are beautiful
Yet somehow you never quite fit
Not the girl they thought you’d turn out to be
When you were a neonate child
Born with a raging heart and a raging mind
But with a manner ever so mild
Your scars aren’t always visible to them
And not only hidden under attire
Lacerations to the mind are just as abhorrent
When memories and dreams conspire
So girl break the mirror if you have to
And reflect on your life as a whole
Do you really want to spend the rest of your days
Behind a fašade of self control?
Please be strong
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More